Love and me

Bajm – “Love and me”

She and I
Two sisters
Two poles
Tell me
Which of us
Means more today?

Her face
My face
Color of lips
The power of words
How is it?

I feel pain
When she cries
When she cries
It’s not the first time
I’ve hurt her
I also regret not for the first time

I share with her
Every regret
And every my mistake and uncertainty
Believing that her strength is with me.

It’s not the first time
I’ve hurt her
I also regret not for the first time


Do you know what it means
To have its brilliance in your heart?
You will never understand it.
You won’t meet her alone.



This beautiful creation in Unity engine is a very good image of our reality.

We all have Father who sings a song of Love in our hearts, waiting for us to recognize and to follow it, through dark corners of our souls and finally wake up to hug him again.



Armia “Przebłysk 5”

An eye to Heaven, to the Earth a corpse
Between those pathetic lamp of words
My whole world means nothing
I pursue you, I call you to live

Light! Shine! Light! Lead me!

From death life, from darkness light
The song will not keep up with him anyway
When the heart burns all the days
I’m building a house where you will live too

Light! Shine! Light! Lead me!

You are the way, you are the shore of the day
You are the key, the World is not worth you
You brought fire, careless laughter
The rest is nothing, because yours is

Light! Light! Light!
Guide me!

Let it protect you, let it support you
Let it protect you, let it support you
Let it protect you, let it support you
Let it protect you, let it support you



Higher Love

Depeche Mode “Higher Love”

I can taste more than feel
This burning inside is so real
I can almost lay my hands upon
The warm glow that lingers on

Moved, lifted higher
Moved, my soul’s on fire
Moved, by a higher love

I surrender all control
To the desire that consumes me whole

And leads me by the hand to infinity
That lies in wait at the heart of me

Moved, lifted higher
Moved, my soul’s on fire
Moved, by a higher love

Heaven bound on the wings of love
There’s so much that you can rise above

Moved, lifted higher
Moved, moved, by a higher love
By a higher love

I surrender heart and soul
Sacrificed to a higher goal

Moved, moved by a higher love
By a higher love

SketchUp Plug-ins

Thea for SketchUp 3.0

Altair has recently released my connection between Thea Engine and Trimble SketchUp:

Thea for Sketchup v3

It is a big challenge for a classic “offline” render engine to compete with real-time “online” engines, but I believe we are getting very close now. The interactive denoising combined with continuous hardware improvements will soon lead to convergence of Thea with real-time performance. We still have some important tasks to do to close the gap close or almost close. The good thing is that the superior quality is on our side, while online engines may struggle to deliver the precision of the desired output, especially in more complex scenes.

I have a lot ideas for the future. Thanks to Altair and plugin users, I am constantly challenged to meet their expectations. It is not always easy, but I always put myself in user’s skin and try thinking their way. I also use from time to time Thea to visualize my own and my wife’s concepts. With the help of Thea it makes conveying the ideas to our clients and audience much easier.

I highly recommend checking the newest version. Interactive denoising combined with improved interactive updates made a lot of difference, not to mention other features like Relight or Adaptive Tracing which sets GPU output quality even higher then before.


Love and marriage

There is no relationship between a man and a woman without Love.

At the heart of marriage is the gift of self. A gift in the same way that Love gives itself to us, so that we may truly live and love. Just as She offers herself unconditionally, fully, completely, in trust, so also we will not be one without being immersed in Her.

The meeting of the spouses, in any form, is, or should rather be, a celebration, a celebration of the presence between them the One that animates and unites them. Marriage is then not a compulsion, not an institution, not a commandment. “Love!” it is the basis of any coexistence.

“Love!” it is Life itself.

Why are we satisfied with what is shallow, superficial, even “epidermal”?! Why can couples say to Life: “No!” ?!!! Why there is so little respect in us for what we only participate in and are not independent perpetrators?!! Wake up !!!

“Without me you can do nothing!”

“Without me, you will not create anything permanent. Without me, you will not be fully united. Without me, you will not be able to face all adversities. Without me, it makes no sense. Without me, there is no “You”.”

Let us have the courage to love! Marriage is the womb of unity. The main reason and driving force behind the spouses’ meeting should be Love they participate in, which will last, not like the other reasons. It is in everyday meetings that we mature to be fully a gift and support for our spouse. A support that can tenderly point out a mistake, give you encouragement, rejoice together and suffer with pain.

Is there a better and fuller school of Love? How many subtle adversities must be faced in order to allow this one born of the Source itself to see! Let the Holy Spirit, in his perfect sensitivity, lead us towards its fullness. Amen.


Final transfiguration

Mary is the first to be brought back to life by Love, right after her Son. According to tradition, Mary died in a dream to be resurrected and passed away in flesh to this reality that we call Heaven. This is also the way for us.

“Whosoever will lose his life for my sake, the same shall save it.”
(Luke 24:9)

Let us open ourselves to the Holy Spirit so that he can ultimately transform us, like Mary, into children of light, resurrected sons and daughters. It doesn’t have to mean that we will have to leave, but maybe we will.

The Risen One left us so that we would receive the Holy Spirit, that He might make the final transformation in us.

“The earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God.”
“For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren.” (Romans 8:19, 29)

Mary, let victory come to us in your way, as some people persistently expect it.

Who among us, Christians is looking for a resurrection, a rebirth by the Spirit? Who wants to be transformed like Christ on Mount Tabor? Are our eyes focused on what is high or with our heads down, we can barely drag our feet?


Christmas ornament

I created a following Christmas ornament. It is full SketchUp model, .stl files for individual components for 3D printout, layout and pdf file of assembly instruction. A gift box is included, if you would like to share it with others.

Merry Christmas Everyone!

SketchUp Plug-ins

Bring My View Back

I created this SketchUp extension long time ago. It draws a plane perpendicular to the camera direction, which fills whole current view.


Our Father

Those two words are the essence of Christianity. Those two words said, sung or even screamed in depth of our hearts are an essence of our existence and its primarily rule.

So far, I have described my experience of Love and written conclusions that I have gathered. It is time for something practical.

With Father, we want to take you for a journey into your inner world. We want to meet you. Find a right moment, in silence, peace and loneliness, if it is possible, to say those two words on a deepest level of your inner space, where He lives.

Most probably, you already realize what we are inviting you to. Sub-consciously you know well the infinite depth of this invitation.


Put you whole heart in this word, as much as you are able to. If the heart and the word is empty, do not worry. Very few of use have experienced deep and mature love from our own, earthly father.

“Father!”, the One who is. “Daddy!”, the one who give me life, who bring me to life again from the Spirit. You, who fill and penetrate whole Universe. “Daddy….!!!”.

Do you feel at lest a very subtle reverb in your heart? If so, follow it as you are able to. He will guide you. If not, the lets continue together.

“Daddy…”, the One who constantly create our World, so I can mature to a fullness of my own existence.

“Daddy…”. Take a deep breath and when exhaling the air, “include” this word in your breath. Listen to the echo of the word in your soul and follow it. Father, through his Spirit, who lives in you, may lead you in this prayer further… maybe you do not need this text anymore. Let your spirit follow the echos, reflections of Love.

“Father…”, “Father… !”

“Our Father…”

Daddy, who unties us, because we are all your children, sons and daughters of Love. “Our Father…”. Not only “mine”, but “our!”. Daddy, who invite me, that I, from the depth of my heart, the place where you dwell, forgive others all the evil, which I experienced from them and ask for a forgiveness of what was empty and selfish from my side.

“Our Father…”, there re so many, who have not met you yet. So many, who are still waiting to discover a full dignity of being your sons and daughters. “Our Father”, all of us, not just some bunch, but all of us, without an exception.

Father of all that lives and exists.

“Our Father…”